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So Joel made me admit something this morning that I don't want to admit.

So I'm going to make myself write it down here. In the meantime, this may titillate y'all, so I can use my exhibitionistic tendencies to help me write it down.

I want to be loaned out to someone. I want to trust that the scene was negotiated, that my limits will be respected, but I want to not know what the exact terms are and I want to not have been the one negotiating it. Joel tossed in the idea that I wouldn't even know when, for sure, and I found I liked that rather a lot too. I want to feel like cherished property, shared because I'm just so cool that he'd be proud to show me off like that.

I know someone who might be interested, and who I think I'd trust to stay within whatever he and Joel set up. I need to bug him about it.

Well, okay, I need to run screaming from the whole idea, too.

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You "need" to run screaming? Why?

Because the idea terrifies me nearly as much as it makes me all whimpery and squirmy?

See, you have a biased view. I'm not sure why I let you be as toppish towards me as I do. That's exceedingly rare...

I'm not sure why I let you be as toppish towards me as I do.

Because I'm hawt ;)

Something like that. *leer*

No, seriously, you somehow radiate "I can be trusted" to me. Which is very weird.

FWIW, I would consider you a candidate for such a thing as well. You're just not even vaguely local.

I am SO adding you... You're naughty and you've got cute anime chicks for icons! (I need to find a good hentai tenticle icon for myself)

he'd be proud to show me off

hope it works for ya darlin,.. as much as it can be frightining it can be liberating, too,...o.0

Ooo, good fun. Nervous terror is sexy.

...well, until somebody gets driven off a bridge in somebody's trunk or set on fire or forcibly subjected to a bikini wax. But that won't happen.

Naw, I arrange bikini waxes myself. *grin*

I know what you mean- I feel similarly myself. At this point it's purely something we SOMETIMES talk about as a hot fantasy; I'm pretty sure that I'd totally freak if it really happened. Sigh. But it's sure an amazingly hot and scary idea...

You know, I think thats common for alot of people. I know i've felt that way.

I don't know where to sign up for a library card, but I would sort of be afraid of the late charges.

Fun fun fun

That sounds so awesome. Just thinking of the boy I play with loaning me out like that definitely makes me a bit squirmy. Good luck!

I know someone who might be interested, and who I think I'd trust to stay within whatever he and Joel set up.

Oh, but wouldn't it be SO much better if you didn't know who it was going to be, either..

I need to bug him about it.

Much better just to wait... paranoidly :)

Sorry, my sadistic mood just flared up there.. I'm sure Joel will make this work for you in a wonderfully edgy way

I'm the same way. Not Master's style, though. :(